I'm guessing this day's pretty much gonna suck, then. It's been sunny as fuck the last few days and it chooses the first day I have no option but to leave the house at 8AM to rain? Of course it does.
Two group presentations to do today, neither of which I'm ready for due to my fear of working with other people. I just don't see why my final grade should be affected by someone elses fuck-ups. Screw it, I'm returning the selfish favour today since I did 80% of the last group assignment and ended up with the same crappy 'Merit' grade as the rest of 'em.
Not that I think I'm better at my work than anyone else or anything. Just that if I'm the one who fucks it up, I can fix it. I can't really control other people's stupid mistakes, can I?
Yeah, it's a control issue, clearly. Probably stemming from the fact that I've been a passive doormat for most of my life :') Maybe I should take my tutor's advice and see that counsellor.
It would probably get me out of one of these presentations.
I have absolutely no motivation to leave the house today. I'm leaving in an hour and I'm still in my PJ's :')
Wish me luck with the rest of the day, I'm going to need it.
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