Someone needs to help me find some sort of natural medication for anxiety that doesn't include the words, "may make you sleepy" on the label. Fairly diabolical that after 20 lessons I could be dosed up enough to forget to put the clutch down when changing gear.
I think I'm attempting to dye my hair platinum blonde tomorrow... from black. Not going to be easy. Will probably go ginger. Woooo...
Aaaaand going to the job centre on Monday. Apparently it wasn't enough to send out hundreds of emails during the hours I should have been sleeping and scour all 250+ shops in Merry Hill with a bag of CV's. Sure that didn't make me reek of desperation at all...
I'm in one of those "shut the world out" moods today. Phone off, curtains closed, bedroom door locked, only one in the house, Simpsons blasting on the TV. The only thing that would make this better would be a bottle of Vodka. Unfortunately that requires money which I don't have because of aformentioned reasons. Apprently there's no place for college students with no job experience in the world of part-time work...
I should probably stop ranting about stuff. To be fair, I have to get it out somewhere. I'm generally quite passive with people because it's not really fair to place my apathy and self-loathing on them, so a blog that I'm 100% positive nobody reads is probably ideal.
I'd say see you later, but who would I be talking to?
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